Barricades & Frustrations

Hey there once again...

I find it funny, how with all this recession business going on at the moment, that there is more things we need/want. They just came out of nowhere...It was bad enough spending money on things that we didn't need or need for that matter before the recession, but when it hits, the amount increases; bills get higher, fuel prices seems to just keep rising, cutting down to one bottle of milk not two each time we go down to do the groceries, the local coffee shop begins to sell more grande sizes instead of a venti, people now start to download music instead of buying the actual albums; but you see my point...
There is so much I want to do...so much we all want to do in this world, and with so much on the list, and life being too short not all of it can be done. And with this whole issue with the global money problems, its not making it any easier for us all. We want to visit that part of the world, buy that car with that number plate, we want to see that person perform again live, want to buy that house in that area, or get that business up and running to pay off that mortgage quicker. But it's not as easy anymore.
I would love to visit Europe again, but this time just to visit, explore, wander, get lost, clear my mind, discover, meet new people, and simply search for new things that I've never knew existed. Taste new food and wine, swim in famous lakes, climb the alps again, write my lyrics in a quiet mountain side of Europe. Do all that and eventually stumble back home and a week or two later pick up the developed photos and think "WOW"...and re-live each moment in that photo, and remember what that trip was like...and when you think about it, you think "did I really just do all those things?". . .
That is what I want...

It's really frustrating how things we really really want to do and achieve, we cannot not do because of money or jobs or religion or there is something that will get in the way of you doing something great. But the point of it all, is to not really let it get in your way.
Some things you will be able to do, some things you wont. But the closer you try, the less further you are away from it, which means your more happier, that you almost got there. Although the more closer you are, the more frustrated you may get; "Oh no I was so close!!!" but the thing is, you actually tried, which makes you one step ahead of the rest of them who didn't.

There are many ups and downs as part of life...We have break ups and break downs...
and we have people in our lives that make us feel like complete s*#t but then with time and all, we meet new people friends and more than friends, that make you feel worthwhile again...
and we move on, to see and feel and learn different things from different people, places, money etc etc...

Make it yours, and make it sure
for life is only a simple tour,
see the light, leave the dark
its so unhealthy
to not see the mark
of all the possibilities
and the insecurities
of what we must see
and not what we want to be
to achieve the great success
of life in its own access. . .

-Mr.Y




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